Saturday, November 27, 2010

:: HATI YANG JAHAT ::

Tadi aku tengok fesbuk x-bf aku..
Ada je pic2 dia dating n awek baru dia tu..
Sebenarnya hati aku ni rasa macam disiat-siat je..
kenapa la aku bodoh sangat g jengok fb dia tu...
Kan dah kena barah hati...
huhuhuh...sedih...nak nitik air mata...tp takot mak tahu...
hurmmmm...kalau la ada fren aku yang bca blog nie..
mesti dia nanti p bgtau kt awek x-bf aku tu...
pastu awek tu pun mesti suka hati la leh wat aku sakit hati kan...
sebenarnya...mmg aku mengaku..hati aku sakit...hati aku menangis...
hati aku sarat n rasa rindu dan teringat...
Hati aku luruh...ati aku sebal sangat...tapi aku kena terima..
Cinta aku n dia xkemana..
Bertahun2 aku simpan rasa sayang kt dia...last2 bila da dpt couple...
Tak tahan lama...Salah aku or salah dia...aku pun tak tahu..
Cuma hati aku tak pernah salahkan dia...
Mungkin sebab aku yang tak mampu jadi yang sempurna untuk dia...
Kesempurnaan dia bukan ada pada aku...

TAPI...
Sebenarnya aku xpatut pun sakitkan hati aku n tgk pic2 dia tu..
Sebab aku da gk pic2 dgn mr.secret aku...
Bila tgk pic tu kat meja bilik aku...
Hilang segala rasa marah or sakit ati kt x-bf aku tu...
Asyu Shahrul kata...
Kadang2 kita kena pk buruk gk kt orang yg dah sakitkan hati kita...
Walaupun kita syg org tu mcmana skali pun,
Bila dia dah sakitkan hati kita...
Kita kena gk fikir yg buruk pada dia...
Terima kasih mr.secret...

1 comment:

  1. after moments or a lifetime.
    It’s something unpredictable,
    but in the end is right,
    I hope you had the time of your life.
    The loss of a person that
    we really love is like that of a limb.
    Time may heal the anguish of the wound,
    but the loss cannot be repaired.
    It is the end of something simple
    and the beginning of everything else.
    Don’t cry because it’s over.
    Smile because it happened.
    I’m torn between what was
    and what could be.
    Saying goodbye
    isn’t the hard part,
    it’s what we leave
    behind that’s tough.
    We only part to meet again.
    Until this moment,
    I never understood how hard
    it was to lose something you never had.
    You never leave someone behind,
    you take a part of them
    with you and leave a part of yourself behind.
    True goodbyes are the ones
    never said or explained.

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